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Travelling. Food. Appreciation. I enjoy the finest things in life. I read religiously and I bake, in my spare time. I love the fact that I share this instinctive relationship with the stories authors narrate. Believing in hardwork has its setbacks because with that in mind, I'm not easily pleased for great expectations come great responsibilities. My inspiration comes from people of different walks of life who embed strong character with an astounding positive mindset and amazing individuality to endeavor.

I belief in giving back and there's so much I want to do, achieve and accomplish especially when there's no other disease worse than poverty. I'm just looking forward in meeting various people and places. Big heart, wide personality and a great sense of humor are just my cup of tea.

Exploration of better moments has only waited beautiful days for me.

Get me out of here. [ 6:08 PM ]

You haven't changed.
Stand in the light.
I need to see you, uncover my eyes.

The tears coming down, making lines on your face.
One for each year, now that you've been away.

We were only kids, we ran like water.
Your dad said, stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter, I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever, wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.

You were a storm, it blew us away.
I wouldn't leave you, but you couldn't stay.

- Ryan Star
ost P.S I love you

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When your body betrays you. [ 11:16 PM ]

My little encounters have led me to turn back, a step behind I very well presume. They will all imply that I might not last the day. Lethal and alluring, lethal and unruly, it is my opiate of choice. I turned to stare at a void of sky and I figured never follow through, your empty promises for lies should not be candy in your mouth. The people close to my heart, knows my best interest and I'm grateful. Need instructs my will and even it is subject to my overwhelming desire. Trust, love, hate, and pain crumble from abusive erosion and it’s supposed to be painless to kneel.

I'm hesitant.

I want to stride through the battlefields with a tainted grin of satisfaction, I wish to accomplish. Such is what this life holds for me, in open, a slapdash reaches out to nothing but the tighter grip is out to me. If salvation was possible, I ask, why mediocrity is equally viable. The latter rules the lives of many and they know not of such addictive hue.

If I don't take this leap of faith, I will never know.

So Lord, lead me to and through unwaveringly.

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1050+ [ 8:16 PM ]

(Moments freeze, captured in a polaroid of time...)

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Tired eyes. [ 8:44 PM ]

My eyes have seen tragic times,

almost better to be blind

with no hurt than to see great pain,

for depths of vision flood my heart.

My soul sees all.

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Stumbled. [ 9:58 PM ]

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My heart,your sleeve. [ 8:40 AM ]

You just have made me complete.

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I'll give you more than a paper heart. [ 11:35 PM ]

We all think we're going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes our expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still. The expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives.

- Great Expectations, Grey’s.

Maybe that's what I'm afraid of.

Most of the days, I count the options I have left with and seek none. Most of my time, I keep my grieve a secret and shun it for the better good of silence. Mostly, I know that this sign of grieve compels me to belief that effort isn't promising.

I want the best, clearly. This might as well be a race but I am not looking for a win, I am in for the relief when I accomplish it because I'm in for the long run.

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My way home is through you. [ 10:19 PM ]

"I'm Nathan Scott and I've got too much to lose"

Season 5 premieres.

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Heart shaped box. [ 5:37 PM ]

Entwined between the night and sun beams, the memories rush, cascading, to inundate every single unfilled liberty of my heart and mind. Friendship has shown me so much. The morning(s) after finally allowed me to catch up with myself, walking the streets alone in the wee hours with the girls has a therapeutic way of putting things into perspective. I've almost forgotten how good it feels.

As I could vividly recalled, at the crack of dawn, we reached home, our eyes were stained with make-up, we were reeking of so much smoke, there were nasty blisters and aches. But I'll trade anything in the world to relish the moments all over again. Like a good picture taken, the memories are all captured in a polaroid. The movements freeze, the good moments are encaptured in my mind. I love you girls, you can never imagine the amount of love I've invested.

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